keninabu!

Monkey mind, monkey mind

My mind is going nuts, and I'm probably not as strong as I seem or hope to be.

My monkey mind is clinging on to the monkey trap of depression, with 'love' as the bait. Its fist is in the hollowed-out coconut,clinging on tightly, and unable to withdraw. Yet, if my mind simply lets go of the bait, then I can get out of the trap and move on.

Let go!

Ai, but I can't...


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I probably need some help, like sleeping pills or something to help me get a good night's rest. My sleep cycle is so screwed right now, I'm now wide awake at 3.20am and will probably be dead tired in 12 hours right when I'm in the middle of a meeting.

posted by keninabu @ 2:19 PM